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I was in Savannah, Georgia 10 years ago and instantly fell in love with the city. The energy, the buildings, the place was so romantic and quaint. I had been telling my love for over a year that I wanted to visit. I would always drop hints...babe, when are we going to Savannah...babe, Savannah is beautiful, we should go; and to his credit he always said we'd go. And so I waited. And in the natural progression of things we got there today. We had a divine time; it came right on schedule and just what the doctor ordered. It reminded me that when I allow things to happen organically they will happen; and when they do it will be natural and blissful and well worth the wait.
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I get a daily affirmation from this great site, theuniverse@tut.com. This morning's was right on schedule for me...

Ever notice how, when someone dreams of happiness, abundance, health, romance, or friendship, they never have to wonder if it's in their best interest?But when someone dreams of a specific house, employer, love interest, deadline, dollar amount, or diet fad, they often end up contradicting themselves?Keep your "end results" general, . Everything else is just a how.
To the big picture, The Universe

I love it!
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What makes you feel great? What gets your blood flowing, your juices "juicing", your inner child jumping and squealing for joy? Is it warm spring days, chocolate, a full bank account, your child's smile? Are you able to feel great even when things aren't quite going your way? That's the difficult part; utilizing positive energy when all you feel is blah and negative. At those times it's important to pull from whatever source available to get that "good feeling" back. That may be church for some, writing in your journal, listening to some Coltrane, getting a good cry ot talking to a loved one. Dig deep, as deep as possible, when you want to feel good. Light some candles, take a warm bath, sing as loudly as you can and proclaim I feel good, I Feel good, I FEEL GOOD! and mean it.
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If envy is the green eyed monster does that make insecurity the red eyed demon? Insecurity is one of the most damaging of all the emotions. It kills the spirit and destroys the belief in one's self. Insecurity manifets itself in many different ways...compulsive shopping, obsessive eating, destructive decisions which then manifests in bad habits that we pray to get rid of. This red eyed demon gives the illusion that where you are in your life is where you will always be...broke, sad, lonely, overweight, underweight, addicted; but demons can be destroyed. The church preaches that when one sees a demon one must pray until it, the demon, is gone. And what is prayer? In my opinion it is positive affirmations, visualization, meditation of things to come. So I agree, pray that red eyed demon of insecurity AWAY. Use constant affirmations that you are a confident, secure, able, willing and growing, strong, courageous woman. Think it first, speak it next and believe it by the second...and that demon will disappear.
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Jill Scott is beautiful to me. Her music is like silk and sista girl all at the same time. When she sings I feel as if she is singing about my life, situations I have been in or a place I want to be. "Living my life like it's golden" was my anthem forever. I sang it and played it so much my son could be heard around the house singing it too! Her music helps me to believe in love and energy, passion, joy, heartbreak, disappointment, growth, strength and life. I had the opportunity to see her perform live at Chastain Park in the summer of 2008 and it was like church. It was reverant, the spirit moved; I was clapping and testifying and happy to be in that place of worship. Jill Scott...a woman who looks like me who I find beautiful....
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I would love to make money doing something that I positively LOVE! In the meantime I spend over 8 hours a day in front of a computer, typing away, authorizing cases, sending cases to peer review and .....it's robotic like work! There is no passion and excitement in my life as a Care Advocate. Granted, I do work from home full time. I get up in my pj's, turn on my computer, print out my day's assignments and work comfortably from my home office. I waited a really long time for this day and it is a blessing. I need to remember the benefits that I have in my current position. It is a blessing and there are plenty of women/mothers who would love the opportunity to work from home. I just need to find a balance and continue to work on finding my passion and generating an income from it.
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Starbucks....yummmm....is there anything better than a hazelnut, soy, decaf latte on a cool rainy day?
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