Egypt
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Blessings,
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Egypt
For real for real!
I've started the second half of her 6 week abs workout and it is madness! She is a maniac with those planks and variations of them. But what I like about her is that her workout isn't too lengthy and I can feel as well as see the results.
It was difficult at first and I found myself ridiculously out of breath and incredibly sore but I can say that I'm finally starting to see a bit more of "me pre- pregnancy." As mentioned before, I'm definitely not naturally athletic so this journey has been quite challenging but I have to say I'm really starting to enjoy it.
I feel as if I've got so many changes, personal ones, going on all at the same time! My hair...my body...and with both I have to exercise a great deal of patience as well as self love. There's no use in getting the body right or having fun growing out my hair if I'm going to practice any form of negative self talk. Internally I'm working out too and getting just as fine inside!
This right here...changing and expanding and growing...is living to me...
Egypt
I completed my 30 for 30 day challenge at the end of January; here's what I've been doing since then..
Started Jillian Michael's 6 week Abs..I'm in week 4. I do this about 3 times a week..sometimes more.
I've also been walking since the weather has been nice.
I find that even though I have a pretty tight schedule as a mother and wife I can take at least thirty minutes per day to get my exercise on.
In addition, I've definitely increased my water intake. I keep a gallon by my desk as I work and add lemon or apple cider vinegar throughout the day as I drink it. I'm trying to reduce my carbs intake and up my veggie and fruits. I need to replace my broken blender so that I can start making smoothies again. Occasionally I'll juice up some carrots and celery with ginger which is quite tasty!
The more I exercise, although I may not love it, the easier it's becoming and in some weird way I look forward to it and miss that burn when I don't do it!
Next month...spinning!
Egypt
All of it.
Or at least that's what I tell myself to avoid getting stuck.
In my head.
About how I should look..
at this point.
22 weeks after the birth of my son.
So i love my belly.
the roundness and softness that's a reminder
that i carried my son
for 35 weeks...early but perfect.
i love my belly..
the way it feels when i'm happy over
a cinnamon coffee cake....cinammon dulce latte...hot peppermint tea..a fresh ripe mango..banana flavored yogurt...pie crust..pizza...tofu burgers...lentil soup...fresh water with lemon slices...tomatoes..green olives...roti...pistachios...
when it's happy cause i've fed it good...
and even when i don't love all of my belly..i love that i'm trying...
and learning to love the adjustment that is such a reflection of how life is.
not always perfect but good to us.
Egypt
I started the year out with a 30 for 30 day challenge. I challenged myself to exercise for 30 minutes per day for 30 days. To some, this may sound quite simple; but because I historically have been incredibly lazy when it comes to physical exercise it proved to be completely challenging.
I succeeded in my endeavor though. I joined a gym and faithfully went during lunch time or after work consistently. I even purchased at home exercise videos for those sluggish days that I didn't want to leave the home. I discovered some things along the way. I don't like to exercise. It's hard.
But I did it and that's what counts. Yet, when I put on my clothes I still feel...not quite like myself. This has caused me to feel less confident and attractive. I've never struggled with feeling overweight in my life. I've always been more on the underweight side and grew being called everything from "tiny winy" to "skinny" to "olive oyle." I can remember being told when I was in college by a particulary handsome young man that once I had about 3 kids then my body would be ok. So that paints a picture of how thin I was..likely 90 pounds soaking weight.
Fast forward to the birth of my first son and I gained enough weight to make me feel sexy. I had curves in the right places and just enough to be what I considered cute. I didn't have to exercise and didn't. I pretty much ate what I wanted and lived happily knowing that I was one of the "lucky ones" who didn't have to exercise regularly to look fine.
Well life has an interesting way of showing you how human you are. Since the birth of my second son, now five months old, I have been unable to lose my baby fat. As mentioned before, it's affected my self esteem in a way that I wasn't quite prepared for.
I'm challenging myself to continue exercising, eating healthier and more importantly, learning to love myself through my transitions. Even if I don't see a smooth, flat belly when I look down and I wonder if I'm still in my first trimester, I have to learn how to appreciate this period in my life. I will probably never be the wafer thin person I was in college; nor do I want to. I may never even be the svelete and sexy person I was 12 years ago when my Yums was born.
I have to focus on getting healthy. Eating the right foods. Understanding that I have to reduce things that aren't good for me and increase the healthy stuff not just to "be fine" but to live a long life. Because I am now forced to exercise I have to adopt a lifestyle that has been foreign to me but is necessary.
So I challenge myself to not only "keep on keeping on" through diligent exercises but also to grow emotionally along the way.